Saturday, July 22, 2006
Oh bleeding moon..
As the moon bleeds I smile
Smiling at the fact a man can change his stars
Has anything ever been taboo?
No and nothing will ever be...
Under this bleeding moon I look into your eyes ...
I see that spark that I had so longed to see...
That spark of approval...that spark of passion
Finally I had brought u to these white sands that I had grown up upon...
The meaning of u standing here in my arms is tremendous...
It had been my childhood dream to sweep you off your feet here...
And now I crave your kiss...
It this just once and you're that close...
I crave your kiss...
Crave for your lips...
And finally mine brushes yours as I feel that I didn't want to feel...
You pull away and stare into my eyes with those eyes so full of disappointment...
How strong had you expected me to be?
Had you expected me to resist your sexual temptations and be a libidoless bastard?
No you knew, you damn well knew...
You hang your head and think to yourself...
"ihad never wanted to fall in love..."
But I just did... sorry for the play dear...
I love you...
Staring back into my eyes you move forwards and lock lips...
Euphoria ripped thru me..you love me..
You love me as your doormat..i know you do
But I’m never second place ...
I turn my back, and walk along these white sands...
You pull me back, urging me to stay,
"But i love you" you scream
I’m sure you do...i love you too..
"Stay!" you beg on your knees,
"Don’t do this to me", you plead...
Oh the deceit, one more from your library of tricks I suppose?
You bitch, I turn for the last time, and it tears me inside as I take the first step,
You grab my jeans for the last time, as tears flow down your cheeks,
"I’m sorry..."you plead
It’s too late for an apology now, you crossed the line...
I still love you but I suppose you will never love me back...
Use and abuse...isn’t that your principle?
Haven’t you told me that you will never love?
And yet I still believed there was a chance I could change that...
A chance that under that hard exterior there was this girl that I could love...
Sadly I was mistaken, as I always was about you,
This was the final straw, and you broke it...
Thank you for showing me your true self...
Thanks for nothing...
-Ash-
kk another poem...this took a week to finally complete..go tag ur views about it again...its like standard procedue lah...
Posted by Ash at 4:49 PM